Save a Dance for Me
Wednesday, February 7th, 2007So who is reading? I need to know; I have a slight need for exhibitionism. When I pleasure myself, I have to imagine someone watching. I like being the center of attention.
Do you sneak here when you think no one’s looking? You check here, hungry for my words, praying that I’ll use the words “wet”, “explode”, “pussy”. I know. Those words get me, too. Is there something in particular I can do to raise your blood pressure? Something you need, but aren’t getting? Something you would like to know about?
I like to know my audience. It makes for a more.. fulfilling relationship.
When you get around as much as I do, you often have those moments of panic when you run into someone and realize, “Oh, shit.. I’ve fucked him before.” And you can’t remember his name; instead, all that runs through your head are flashes of sweat and his tongue on your neck. I had one of those instances just tonight, as a matter of fact.
While dining out with someone else, a young man entered and sat not far from our table. Our eyes locked, and he actually blushed. It took a long while of uncomfortable glances before I realized where I knew him from.
He had wandered into the club where I danced, accompianied by a few of his high-school buddies. My club was one of the few dives in town that would let any boys under the age of 21 in, and they usually came in the same way: nervous, zealous, and (most importantly) overloaded with cash. As I slithered down the pole, I saw his friends convincing him to be the first of them to “buy a girl”. I smiled. He was the reason this job was fun for me.
I gathered my profits and my bra and made my way offstage. A young man, shaking, came up to me. “My friend wants a dance with you,” he said. His voice shaking.
I giggled and strolled my fingers down his cheek. “Just your friend, huh?” He was hard as a rock and made no effort to hide it as I trailed my hand down his chest to his belt buckle. Anywhere outside of here, I would’ve been a peer to these boys, not being even a year older. But in here, despite what the feminists say, I was in control. I was in charge.
He trembled beneath my fingers. “Yeah, my friend,” he said, pointing behind him without turning. I could easily break them all tonight.
I slipped my arms through my bra straps and flipped around. “Help me?” I cooed, while holding my auburn curls up on my head. He reluctantly hooked the two hooks and stepped back, admiring. “Thank you. Now let’s go meet your friend.”
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